Ok so I am addicted... |
I keep thinking about dreams lately. THey say dreams are the windows of our soul. That is a fearful thought considering the dreams I have had. Have you ever had a dream and in the middle of it you are thinking, "I have had this dream before or I have seen this place before or person... " but when you wake up you are not sure if you did re have a dream from before or not. I have that happen to me a lot. One of the weirdest dreams that I have had over and over in my life is this one I first had as a nine year old. I just remember being nine when I had it and not really understanding it at the time. Over the years I have had it about ten times and it is so real and strange. I am on a beach and then I go swimming. The next thing I hear is people saying to me "Push, you can do it.. come on out. " and all this other stuff. I am in blackness and I feel this pressure all over my body . (like contractions or muscle spasms). Sometimes I feel like I can not breathe and everything is all red (like the inside of a human body). THen I am released into the ocean. Turns out I was inside a whale pushing my way out. Then I swim to my family. Over the years I have come to realize it is like a birth process. Only when I was nine, I had it so vivid and believe me I had no idea about the birth process then. Sometimes I wonder if it is in my brain of when I was born and I remember it in dreams. It is so much like how it must feel . I am always very hot and then I hit cold water. I know I sound strange but hey it's a dream! The other night I dreamed that I was just so sick of my hair and I knew I was asleep and had just cut my hair and it was laying on my pillow. Oh well that was an accident, so now I would just go ahead and cut the rest of it and when I go to the beauty salon I can tell them I was dreaming when I cut and mess up my hair. In my dream, I cut it and it looked pretty good. Then I woke up and was so glad that I had not really cut my hair!!!! Dreams are strange! |