Ins and Outs of my Life

If I knew then what I know now

We have heard that line a million times. But you know it is true. I especially think it is true in women and the way we feel about ourselves and love others.
I was looking at pictures of me newly married and I was thinking, "Damn, I looked good!" I was so skinny and pretty. Well inside I think I didn't feel that way. I was happy but insecure about my looks. WHy? I have no idea except that it was my young age. Well now I am a little overweight and wished I looked that good as in those pictures. But you know something. I am more secure about myself. I think about that esp. in the loving dept. You know they say experience as in the years helps and boy that is so true. I mean that in the emotional but also the physcial aspect of loving someone. I know how to please and be pleased a lot better now than then. Just wish I could lose about 20 (lbs and years) . But if I had to trade it in for the experiences over those years, I wouldn't do so.