Life as we know it sucks

Drug Dependency

Current Mood: Annoyed

Current Music: Forty Six and Two - Tool

I couldn't sleep last night...I don't know why. I was thinking that maybe a little night snack would cure my insomnia. Though I think it's partially bacuse I'm dependent on those sleeping pills. I didn't have anymore stashed in my room. I suppose I'll get some more for this upcoming week.

I had a pretty weird conversation with Steve the other night. He was just complimenting me so much; calling me beautiful and sexy and said he wanted to make love to me in his arms (?). What is it with all these much older folk after me? Ben - 18; Jacob - 19; Steve - 20...Sheesh. I dunno what to do about it all.

lfsuxthnudie3 (9:51:38 PM): no one even wants to date me let alone fuck me
Bunksteve (9:51:59 PM): I do..
Bunksteve (9:52:00 PM): Both.

Is he joshin me? He wants to date me, but Jacob doesn't? Am I missing something? I mean, sure, I probably feel a little something for Steve, but I dunno, something is off. Perhaps it'll come to me...