Life as we know it sucks

"And I'll wait for you!"

Current Mood: enlightened

Current Music: Love will tear us apart - Joy Division

I talked to Jacob a bit yesterday. Not a whole lot. But, he left last night and I'm not sure where he went. Oh well. Hope everything's ok. I'm not going to get mad. (I'm going to get glad - har har <sticks tongue out>) Because it's stupid. If he has to do something, he has to do something. Why bother getting mad? He knows I love him. And he should know that I'm here. Here for him. Sometimes I feel like I am trying too hard. Ok, I know I'm trying to hard. So, I'm trying to lay off. Trying to give him space, you know? When he's ready, I'll be here waiting. I'll always be waiting for him.