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Printed from https://www.writing.com/main/books/entry_id/230338-Lost
Rated: GC · Book · Emotional · #594306
My life is about as interesting as the next person's.
#230338 added March 4, 2003 at 8:46pm
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Lost
Current Mood: angst

Current Music: Love will tear us apart - Joy Division

Why do Jacob and I have to drift? Why must we drift from each other? I love him so much and it kills me to think he's already moved on . . . Have I scared him away? Does he hate me because of who I am? He means everything to me and I know there is something majorly wrong. I feel like we're together; dating. But we're not. I miss him. I mistt how we used to talk. I miss how he used to say he loved me. I miss it when he always wanted to call me. I miss how he'd be there for me no matter what.

Damnit. I have lost him. I have lost the only thing that matters to me! And I don't think I can get him back. I will take my life. There's nothing left in this fucking world. I have no life without Jacob...

"Love, love will tear us apart, again."
- Joy Division




Power for poison a poem for every rejection...

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