Life as we know it sucks

Lose You

Current Mood: aggravated - in the good way : )

Current Music: Work It - Missy Elliott

It's aggravating that I can't control how I feel. If it was just like and nothing further, I would be fine. But, this is potential feelings of love that are being unleashed.

It has come to this and I can't help but think that my feelings for him are stronger than I thought . . . I've tried so hard not to get attached. But I knew this would happen. I won't tell anyone this.
 
"Lose You" - Pete Yorn

It's another thing for me
I just have to wander through
this world alone

Cause I'm gonna lose you
Yes, I'm gonna lose you
If I'm gonna lose you
I'll lose you now for good

What if that happened all because Shane opened his big mouth and blurted out the three of the best AND worst words ever?! I would die. I don't want to lose him. I just don't want to share feelings like that again. I'm sick of being the only one in love.

Do I sound obsessed? No? Good, because I'm not! I just really ______ him . . . Is it like or love? Why can't I tell? I can always tell. I guess, it's just like if I can't tell. I will be absolutely sure when it's love. I mean, if it's love. If it turns to love. But I hope to God it doesn't, though I fear it's already happening . . . I'm already falling.


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but i threw you the obvious,
just to see if there's more behind you.
eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy
but i see,
see through it all.
see through, see you