Varying Shades of Gray - My Life

06-23-03

Things have been going okay. I haven't chat with BOH since last Thursday, I think. When he actually called and we talked for about 2 1/2 hours. :) I always love chatting with him, but to actually hear his voice, it was great. A warmth filled my heart and body. He is such a sweetie. Yeah, he knows how to make me laugh.

JC and his family got back friday morning. Despite being away for only a day, I still missed him, horribly. We were going out for dinner and picked AW up. He was surprised by that, I think. The night before, I went to see him and he had been in his dad's liquor cabinet. He wasn't drunk by any means, but I could smell the alcohol on his breath. We had a good talk and he hugged me. I think it's official now, (if it wasn't already) we have formed a very strong bond. Da will be happy to hear that when he gets back. Speaking of which,, that will be tomorrow. I can't wait.

After dinner, Friday night, JC and I had the night to ourselves. Adn yes, it was fantastic. ;) I won't go into details, you can just use your imagination. ;) It so good to actually have him here in person. We went through some home designs and and are continuing to do that, for when he does come back for good, we can start builing our dream house. On thing we did agree on, was several bedrooms, for our nearest and dearest friends. We discussed living alone, but we also want to share our happiness with a few select friends. Okay, maybe more than a few, but not a lot. Most notably was, BOH, DA, AW, JMC and DC and IV. Yes we will have a "Gay House". things are going really good right now. Well, except for not chatting with BOH since last week. I hope that everything is okay with him. I cannot help it. I don't know what it is, but when I don't chat with him for several days, I start getting worried about him.

Well, guess I will close this one for now. Have a great day, all.