Life as we know it sucks

Breathing is really cool

Current Mood: pissed, like i always am

Current Music: Smiling - Jimmie's Chicken Shack

Shane knows. He knows about my brother. About why. About why I hate my brother. He says he wants to kill him. So do I, so do I. I'm not entirely sure how we got oh the subject of my brother, but somehow - when he asked why I hated him so much and I told him, "I'm telling you" - he understood. He, like, understands. I didn't think he'd understand. But he did. And he didn't even tell me he was sorry. That's amazing! That's great! I'm so shocked! It's unbelievable. After he basically knew, I couldn't breathe. I was having trouble. I didn't think I'd ever tell him that. It was incredible. His reaction. I dunno why I'm so shocked . . . But, I am. I've got the guy that will take me away from this horrible family.

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but i threw you the obvious,
just to see if there's more behind you.
eyes of a fallen angel,
eyes of a tragedy
but i see,
see through it all.
see through, see you