Ins and Outs of my Life

Trying to do better

I am trying to do better with updating my journal. I know I hate it when my online friends don't update for months at a time. But I am one of those that do that too.
Tonight we have the neighbors over for hamburgers. There are four couples and kids in our neighborhood that we are just not just neighbors. We are close friends. Thing is they seem to think our house is "where it is always happening." We have a cookout at least once a week and it seems our home is the one everyone thinks it should always be. I love them all but get pissed that I have to clean up so much every weekend. I shouldn't complain. I just feel like I don't get enough of time alone sometimes I guess.