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Major change

"30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS"  [13+]
Tell us about one major change in you or something different about you between now and this time last year.

I found love this year and that is changing me. My main priority in life is not me, myself and I any longer but there is a human being in my life I care deeply about. It changed the way I perceive myself and my life because it made my personality nicer. I think this relationship is bringing the best out of me. I have to take care of myself and him like a flower that is in bloom. Watering it, giving it nourishment, let it be surrounded by good, deep, affectionate thoughts and actions. I am no longer alone and by myself but there is another in my life. That hasn’t been the case in a very long time so I am enjoying this change tremendously. It has opened my soul and made a connection with others in general. I find myself more grounded in the world now there is a connection with one, there is a connection with others.

At the surface nothing really changed, I am still me doing my work as a writer, living my life with my dog, doing the day-to-day chores. But if you take a closer look everything has shifted and there is a new light that shines. I love this change and am hoping to learn more from this beautiful experience of loving and learning from another human being. This was the part that was lacking in my life and I am so grateful I have the chance to experience this immense joy.

I try to take responsibility and look after my lover and myself in order to fulfill another purpose in life: to love! I always regretted not being able to experience this part of my life before he came along. Now it’s there for the taking. I hope I don’t squander it! I have no intention to do so.