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Paranoia and Depression Don’t Mix When It Comes to Writing

Paranoia and Depression Don’t Mix When It Comes to Writing

When I got to work yesterday there was a new security guard there. At first, I thought that I was going to be fired then. Then it looked like he was there for me to train. Of course, I figured that I would be training him as my replacement. Ironic isn’t it. They expect me to train my replacement. At least that’s what I thought was happening.

After about a minute of being there, we got a call from the main gate for him to go there. all shift I was sure that he was going to come back so that I could train him on my post. That never happened. But I was sure that it would. It still might, though. it could be today that I am expected to do it. I will know for sure in about eleven hours from now. Probably sooner if I am being fired from this post.

Why am I writing about all this in today’s Blog entry? It’s because it’s the reason why I didn’t get too much writing done yesterday. I just didn’t feel like doing any writing. I was so worried about the new guard showing up there for training. I did get my writing out. And I did manage to do a little bit of it during my shift. But I only got fifty-nine one sentence sentences done. About half of it in the last couple of hours when I felt safe that I was panicking for nothing. Which may or may not be true.

I have no ideas what is going to happen to me today at work. That’s not exactly true. I have come up with about a million ideas about today. If I even go into work today. I think that I will. It just me being paranoid again. I thought that I learned how to control that. But sometimes it still comes out. Add that to my depression, and I’m surprised that I got as much writing as I did yesterday.

Let’s say that it was all in my warped mind. I go back to work as though yesterday never existed. It still depends on how much work I’ve got to do as to how much writing I can get done today. A lot of that depends on how busy it is. If it’s anything like yesterday, I might not get too much of it done anyway. Normally, Thursdays aren’t that busy. They are busy. But not as bad as they were yesterday. I just hope that today isn’t as normal as it usually is too.

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