The missing link in sudden counter culture. |
I have many suicidal friends. The rationale is not based on a terminal illness. On the contrary, it comes from depression. They take prescribed medication and have gone on disability. My thoughts on this are simply, "The Star Wars movie is coming out!" I am content with the little joys in life. I was raised in a conservative Irish Catholic family. Every bed had a wooden crucifix over it with a porcelain Jesus nailed to it. I suppose if I could speak to Jesus at the Last Supper I would say, "Judas is ratting you out." And Jesus would gently smile and reply, "This was all preordained." Then I would retort, "Why was it preordained?" Jesus would spread his arms up to Heaven and vanish in a brilliant light. Not one of my suicidal friends has said, "My depression is preordained." They're not religious. I was indoctrinated into the Catholic Cadicism at 12 years of age. I'm skeptical now about Catholicism and intelligent design. Nothing cannot exist, therefore we exist it's all driven by probabilities... Imagine a godless world where wicked men fight endless wars for self-enrichment. Why does God allow it? I like custard pie with cholate chip icecream. Well. I guess this was silly. Muzzy |