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| Well today mom will be leaving!!! I am so glad that mom has learned about some stuff that Kevin did to me when I was younger. I did not want to dish it out while the girls were up but we did. They now know why I calling him the monster. I hate this guy who punished me by beating me 15-20 times a day. That is still something that I have alot problems with telling people about what is going on. No one wants to get past a few paragraphs. I do not even care. I am on the next set of stories that I need to get out so i can feel better and live my life alot clearer. Today we did a last few minutes trip to Joann's and then back home and they had a lot of pictures were taking care of as they were having fun. I let her take a few pictures. I did take the camcorder around and take an outside tour of my house. I will do that as long as I am not on the film. I am interested to know about that. I am really ready for her to leave. Don't get me wrong I do love my mom, but I really like the distance between us. I did let her take one picture of me. I am sure that I can add that to my port one of these days. Maybe!!! I have not decided for sure. I really had to take of Brianna though. She was the one that started to cry before mom even left. I felt bad. I need to get her feeling better. I am not sure how I am going to take care of her with dealing with my mom. In fact she made a pinkie deal with my mom, having her try to move here. UUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Please check out
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| Well mom is here and we went to Joanns last and it was interesting. I am so relieved that she was ok with the house I have and not really judging me. She used to judge me all the time because she was so much better than me. We went to Scnucks today and we saw the kids papa there at work. I was just going there to get a few things that was needed. Nothing better than seeing the man that still calls me crack head in front of my kids. I let her take over watching the kids today and that was not a good thing. When I got home she had the kids with everything all out side. I am so not happy that my house was all cluttered up. I wondering what mom's house is really looking like since she did not bring any pictures. She has started to do the compare my house to hers. I honestly do not care because I am happy with my house and want to live here for a few years!!!!!!! I am doing good and want to make it through the weekend!!! I know I can do this!!!! I really miss my Aunt Sherri, Uncle Hanz, Uncle Mike, and my Grandpa. I think that I am going to figure out a way to see them this year for chrismas. Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Please check out
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| grocery shopping today with my mom in town was really easy. I know that she was having fun. I of course was really worried about my mom coming in to town this weekend. I am still not sure what to expect. I have not seen her in 4 years. She has always been keeping up with the Jones's. I am not one to be happy about someone who thinks that they have to be like that. Kids will be excited. I know that Bubby is the one that is the most imporant one for her to see since he was in my tummy still. hehe.... Notsure which one of the girls will be the one who will be the one that cries when she leaves. Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Please check out
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| September 16, 2007 500-a-day 365 words Writing Creative Non Fiction, Ch.2. 1. Create a poem from a subject that you were thinking about. This has no title yet. I am going to create my second part of my collection of stories about my life for my kids. middle to high school Money was not everything learning to be poor first it was only a year and then back to moms why he took control Never was home with us always gone from after school until midnight hours While we watched the kids Peanut butter and bread was dinner most nights happened everyday no matter what shift he worked they left us in charge taking care of five including myself is hard with my two toddlers with me at thirteen most thought I was the mother twelfth grade I was mom parents never home siblings called me mom instead because I was there since I raised them I learned parenting is from the heart of those who raised you not from those who birth not from parents who left you or hit you while home from one side of abuse physical to verbal abuse from moms to my dads from money to poor everything changes right then middle to high school parents are adults ones that abused never grew up ones that are controlling "Hey Stupid," come here "are you really that stupid," NEVER KNEW THAT WORDS HURT "WHY DO YOU CALL ME ALL THESE HORRIBLE NAMES?" WHILE I WAS HERE. wanting to change me from drugs and drinking to clean to being to a dummy not wanting to admit Dad, "you can show all the love by telling me I'm Dumb" I maybe your "rooey" you will always be my father, I'm not the dummy Going off to school missed out on my childhood ready to be an adult since I am prepared from all my experience living with you Dad! |
| I am just glad that I found WDC!!! I have been enjoying the whole time I have been here. In a few weeks I will be getting into more as I work on getting my computer back. I just need to find a good sale on one that I can just go and purchase, and not rent out from Rent a center or any other place. I hope that everyone else is having a great day! I am off to the doctors! Love always to all, Veronica R. Adams ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** Please check out
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| September 9th 500-a-day 542 words Waking up has been getting harder everyday to get up to get things done. I know I should go to the doctors and all but I do not want to. I hate going to the doctors. I am not sure why I feel so warn down too. I have been eating alot of protein and it is still not helping at all. As for today, I have started to get my house cleaned up. Well attempted to clean the house up, until I notices that I missed a call. I stopped to check the voice mail, it was only my mom. She was asking, but it was more like telling me that she was going to be getting the horse that brie has been wanting for the last 3 years now. I called mom back to let her know I was getting the horse for her and that she could get her one of the dolls that goes with it. Brie was getting upset because that was one of the only things she wanted and Santa has been bringing the smaller one to grandma Amy's house. Well on the Santa list she makes me, there is never one word mentioned about that. In fact the only mention of a horse is for a REAL one. I have to tell her that she can not have a real one. I just usually have to get help from a family who adopts us. I am hoping that this year I might be able to do Christmas on my own. I am hoping this year since I have my section 8, I will not have to get help. Who knows something always happens. Yesterday I did great job with getting a few things done while I was here at Ivy Tech. I was able to get a few things for the holidays done too. I have a lot of stocking stuffer done so that will help out. Bubby has the mini canvas with the paint on the go, a bag of police man, a bag of fireman. He also has some pirate dress up stuff and cowboy stuff too. I am going to go back and get him the pirate stuff and a cowboy hat. I bought the girls some crafts. I bought them each a memo board to make and paint and foamie book marks. I also bought brie her holey shoes. I have a lot of Lisa Frank stuff and Bratz stuff from Target that they have. Now i just need to get some stuff on their lists. Samantha wants scrap-booking items and stuffed animals. Brie has alot of stuff that I do not want to get because it is from Mattel. That is going to be hard because I am not sure I want to touch anything that has to do with Mattel. Now with Samantha with only having two things, it is going to be hard because she has enough scrap-booking items to last for a LONG time. As for the stuffed animals, I am really not sure what to get or what to not get...Mom will get somethings for them too. I just want them to have a wonderful Christmas but have some goodies too. |
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