Was just going through some stuff in my port and saw this entry. I realized this is Charlie ~ who made me love you... the one who used to make me laugh just randomly.
Ken, thank you! I like to be strange in all the normalcy of my being . Normal is boring so we gotta spice it up sometimes. I hope you'll get to have wonderful upcoming year as well!
As strange as you seem you're center normal, Minja. Life can be terribly confusing but accept it as it comes and embrace the strangeness. I wish you a wonderful 2017 - whatever that means to you.
I'm a person that was always strong for the others and I'm always late at the party. This year was a complete hell, I didn't write about it here too much because I just couldn't find words and be understood. Like you said everyone feels it different and deal with it in its own way so it was pretty hard for me to express my own. I wrote today because it's been a year and I felt like writing something.
Minja, everyone deals with grief in their own way. You haven't dealt with it for so long that it's now hitting you like a dagger in the heart. Like Charlie said, it's ok. The one thing I hate about funerals, even going to them is exactly what you said. Everyone says the same thing, so you try to be cordial. But, none of that matters.
You grieve, be sad and fell all of the emotions you're struggling with. It really is ok.
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