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Rated: E · Book · Emotional · #2093535
One man's journey to find the way home
          I am an American Baptist ordained minister. I began my life journey in Massachusetts, where I was called to help people understand what it meant to know a loving God. The call came during a time when I was wrestling with how to help my brother Kurt, who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia during my high school years. I was a new Christian by my senior year following trying to understand what it meant for me to care about a person like my brother who others tended to stay away from.
          After twenty three years in Massachusetts, God sent me to the land of Kansas City where I spent about 35 years of my life. I was a pastor, a resident chaplain, a supervisor in training and most recently a caregiver and security. Everything I have done vocationally has been with God in mind. That does not mean that I am totally comfortable with all the movings of the Spirit.
          I am now in Erie where I do not know very many people. I came here because of my wife. She is from Erie and coming here was the right thing to do. It just plain made sense. My kids had grown up. I did not like Kansas city in terms of climate and was looking forward to a change. I had become very frustrated vocationally and longed to come to Erie to get a second opinion, because I honestly believed that was what God had wanted for me. I left behind kids and grandkids who I loved!!!! I had two jobs that I enjoyed. They were both very appreciative of my skills and I was making more money with the two jobs than I ever had. I heard more than once. ARE YOU CRAZY?
          Well I can only say that I am in love with God's leading. I am starting all over again. It has not been easy. Maybe some of you can offer me some words of support. I am lonely despite the fact my wife is with me. She battles depression and has two siblings that are having similar battles. When it is all said I am in a depressed community with a depressed wife and her family. So I begin the conversation....
WELCOME!!
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August 29, 2020 at 5:35am
August 29, 2020 at 5:35am
#991800
Getting ready to leave and it is not even Fall. It is the least I can do. I will be 40 percent of the way there.
August 28, 2020 at 1:08pm
August 28, 2020 at 1:08pm
#991765
Still on my feet to finish month. Close to 36000 for year. I am tired of dizzying pace of working. I am scheduled tonight. Is the money worth it?
August 18, 2020 at 4:14am
August 18, 2020 at 4:14am
#991079
I made it. I was so glad I showed up. It was a lesson for the future defining my life's purpose and aim, to give without expecting back to receive as if God planned my presence all along.
August 18, 2020 at 4:14am
August 18, 2020 at 4:14am
#991078
I made it. I was so glad I showed up. It was a lesson for the future defining my life's purpose and aim, to give without expecting back to receive as if God planned my presence all along.
August 17, 2020 at 12:38pm
August 17, 2020 at 12:38pm
#991017
Last day seems like eternity. Be with me Lord. It would be easy to just call in sick for fear of failing. Then there is reality that tomorrow will be there and I won't be ready. God help me be patient.
August 16, 2020 at 7:53am
August 16, 2020 at 7:53am
#990930
Does it matter? I am weary. Just got in bathroom. What a mess! The pets are not being taken care of. It is gross, poop in the shower. 16 hours to finish line and I already did the overtime but is it worth it as I see my wife struggle. Am I ready for the next chapter?
August 15, 2020 at 3:54am
August 15, 2020 at 3:54am
#990821
Sleepless. I have three days to victory. I am feeling a bit under the weather. I am faced with finishing up my work in house or out of house. The numbness I feel is unsettling with a slight cough that croaks at least on the hour!
August 14, 2020 at 10:30pm
August 14, 2020 at 10:30pm
#990806
Three days to resurrection. I could say I made it already. That would be lie. Three days with 17 comp days in tow. I am praying for a normal day whatever that means. Be with me Lord.
August 12, 2020 at 2:06pm
August 12, 2020 at 2:06pm
#990617
One day at a time. I am feeling pain in my back and my feet feel angst. I can only pray God is with me. I had so many days off and it is difficult to get going. I pray with God's help I make it. It is sure not getting any easier.
August 10, 2020 at 10:44am
August 10, 2020 at 10:44am
#990424
I am praying for a peaceful end to vacation. It was an adventure and by some miracle I am only 8 days from my birthday. May I rest in peace. Part of me worries about 8 days. I need to recall I have double the days in comp. Let the fun begin.

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