Life can be scary, without parents it's a new phase. He is still around so enjoy your time with him and trust yourself at the same time. I wish you peace of mind to learn to trust in yourself and be able to cope with whatever Life throws at you. Take care!
They say tai chi is good too, if you want to try something different. I took a class in it in college. It's pretty interesting. I haven't really kept up with it.
Still sad. Dealing with my mortality brought about by turning 65 next month and getting my Medicare card. I want to live a long life but I'm at a loss what I'll do as a senior citizen, where I've tried several avenues of getting extra income to no avail. I've found no other vocation to do and I will have to think of this to distract me from getting sad.
Yesterday I felt absolutely awfully sad. I cried and cried. You see, I turn 65 next month. And this Medicare thing has been following me and finally I got my Medicare card in the mail. I've given my card to different clinical people.
But the reason for my sadness is that 65 is senior age and I'm now going to be cast as a senior citizen. I do not wish to become a senior citizen. I wish to be active, and happy, and engrossed in the things that many women who may or may not be my age to be doing. But I'm a solitary writer and I have been struggling with the fact that the well has run dry.
So with the birthday, Medicare and my condition as it is now, I gave in to emotion and I do not know how long this will last.
As I contemplate my life as a Medicare user, I'm thinking that I do not know what God has in store for me. If I have a short life after now I don't mind it because I'll be with My God forever. If my life were to be long, it's alright too because I believe that My God has great plans for me to do for Him.
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