I know this pain all too well and I know exactly how you feel. It is extremely difficult to put on a brave face when dealing with the handling the death of someone so close to yourself. Having to go through all of his belongings, deciding what to do with what, is not a task I would not wish on anyone. It is painful and seems to take forever. However, there are a lot of good memories in those belongings and it is those memories that are a person's immortality. So long as you remember him, he will live forever in your heart and soul.
We all need that little spark, that candle in the darkness to keep hope alive. As I had said, you are not alone. If you feel the need to talk. Just reach out.
One step at a time is all you can do. It has been seven years since my father passed away and we still have not moved all of his belongings anywhere. It's just too painful to do so. I and so many others know your pain all too well. Hang in there.
Ever had one of those days it feels like no one wants you around?
That is the way my day got going. Though I would not be surprised to find out that it is because I decided to clean.
I do my best to keep ahead of the mess but the way I have been feeling lately makes it really hard to do anything. I just want to walk. Grant it that needing feeling to walk has truly gotten me out of depression before because o kept blood flowing and did not let things build up inside. But stuck inside well that has taken away that right.
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