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Sigh! Here is me! Enjoy! The blog will contain anything and everything on my mind at the very moment I am writing. Note: You may not like or agree with the things I write.. You have a right to your opinions as I have a right to my own. I do expect that others have a very different point of view than I do. Please feel free to leave comments. |
| It is probably because I need to eat but I am not hungry. I have a lot on my mind as well with the convention coming up and all. I have gotten some things done but never enough to feel I have accomplished anything. My baby daughter has a doctor's appointment this afternoon to get a spot on her head checked out that scares me. I am not telling my mom until I know that there is indeed something to worry about, or pray about, because I do not want to worry her for no reason at all. I am hoping to God that it is just me excessively worrying about nothing. Now I need to go get dressed as I have a second before the baby wakes up from her morning nap. She will be hungry in she wakes up. |
I am getting my open mic night written and is something I am very passionate about, Cerebral Palsy education and the fun, side so to speak. Anyway, I am off for now as I am beat from lack of sleep and getting only naps instead of full nights sleep for almost three months now. I will be so happy when my newborn is consistantly sleeping through the night. Only three more days until Harry Potter arrives in stores, mailboxes, and everywhere..woo hoo! |
| Nothing gets done as procrastination and my need to play on the computer continues. Gee I wonder why I am not getting published and definitely not ready for the convention. I hate to say it but most of me is not into this convention this year. I am really forward to getting through the convention. I think a lot of it is I am leaving my family behind while I go have fun in Bethlehem, PA. As I know I may have mentioned before, I am worried about the mischief that my three year old can get into in real short periods of time. Life has a lot of risks and leaving her with my husband although competent is the risk I must take. I really need this vacation away from my three children so that I can rejuvenate myself and get through this next year. |
| Still looking for a dang crib! We don't have that much money left and I really need one now. I am not sure what we are going to do in the end. Should I go with Wal-Mart? Oh yeah and I made a damn mistake and bought the wrong thing and now I will have to re-sell it when I receive it -- sigh! I hate ebay!! |
| Suck, they really do! I hate the fact that I get them, they are a part of my life, especially when I am in a writing mood. There is a part of me that wants to go lie down but I cannot at this time because my middle child is up and she gets into everything if I am not in her precense(is that how it is spelled?). Damn thing is getting worse as I sit here and try and write this entry. I hope my oldest son wakes up soon so I can hide in my bedroom and go back to sleep under the dark covers where the light is not. |
| I am just wondering who my readers are! I have a right to know  ..I would love for you my readers to step forward and make yourself known, if you would kindly do so. If you come back often please let me know..My readers are very important to me. |
| I went shopping but only found one pair of pants and a tank top. Everything else was just not worth the price the department store had on the tag and sale signs. What is up with the fact that almost all jeans are now bootcut or flare. I have to go into the petite section to even find the regular cut jeans and even then they are all stretch to fit jeans. I already have several pairs of those types and thus I do not need anymore. My conclusion then: Clothes Shopping is just no fun anymore. Shopping is for the young and/or pencil thin figures anyway. I am becoming the middle aged woman who belongs online shopping sites only  -- I would rather shop in the quiet recesses of my house.I also went to the bookstore, what writer wouldn't? I got two books. The first, More Words You Should Know. The second. The Experts Guide to 100 Things Everyone Should Know How to Do. The last thing I did before leaving my Liberal, KS shopping excursion was stop by my favorite pet store. I was looking for a puppy that would stay smaller than my baby even when fully grown. Unfortunately or fortunately as the case maybe they had none. You see we already have six cats and a dog so we have no need for another dog in the house. I was hoping to get one that my children could actually play with though as the one we have just loves to bowl them over when he comes in at night and goes out in the morning. |
| Dang Crib decided to fall apart on me. It is an older crib and has been through a whole lot of babies in the last five to seven years. When I got it three years ago there was a part missing and I gave it to someone else to use aftyer my daughter got to old for it. After she was done I got it back as I had just had my baby daughter. The problem now is that it has broken in other places and the screws are falling apart and rusted. The other part is still missing as well. I think maybe it is time to think about a new crib. A cheap crib would proubably be best in my case as this is our last child. |
| As the convention gets closer the more I sit and wonder about my plans that I have made in terms of getting there and back. I know that may sound stupid but then again most people do not understand me so what the hell am I trying to explain a complicated situation to you the reader. I am not even sure the person I am worried about even remembers the situation but I certainly do. The whole thing started many many months ago in regards to a response I had towards something I read that caused me a little heartache as I was going through a similar situation with my mom. Unfortunately, she took what I said all wrong and told me I had no right to say what I did to her. Whatever! All I was trying to say is remember that her daughter may have a different point of view. Anyway, if you are reading this, and you know who you are, then I am truly sorry that I hurt you. I just hate not being able to express myself the only way I know how. The sad thing is sometimes my words get misinterpreted. I hate when I hurt others just because they do not understand my meaning or get upset over my point of view. I am determined to have a good time at the convention whether you agree with me or not. Life is more than one disagreement is all I want to say. The Misunderstood Anti-Bush Supporter signing off. |
| Wow, I did not know that this blog thing here allowed for fast update with the email alert that I need to update my blog. I was gone all day yesterday as I had an appointment in the Oklahoma City area. My husband and I have chosen a doctor down there as there is not any qualified doctors in our area. Specialists are very rare where we live because we are in a rural area and we are not in need of services, right? Wrong! But as rural peeps we are to pull up our boot straps and move forward. We had to travel with the two girls and neither of them were too happy. The baby was the least happy and ended up screaming most of the way home. She also pooped twice which is abnormal for her. The second time was the hardest to change even though we were home. She decided on theat changing that she would put her feet and legs in the poop and then get it everywhere on her and the floor and her blanket. Geesh! I ended up having to give her a fast bath to just rinse off the poop. Anyway, we are home and I am holding the baby as I write this entry as she will not let me put her down. Do you blame her? Anyway, I am off for now -- Your Anti-Bush Supporter signing off. |
| Well let me see...What to do today? .. I am not sure what I am going to do today, my birthday. I know what I want to do but unfortunately it is not the popular decision around my son who thinks we should set off firecrackers and other fireworks. The thing is that I grew up in Southern California from which fireworks have not been legal for many years in the city I grew up in. I also had a mother who hated the darn things and was scared to death of them. Anyway, all I really want to do is just get through this damn day. I got a call from my Dad this morning, what joy. I wish I felt like I could tell him how I really feel...I am pissed that he has not cared to meet his two granddaughters from me. He has not seen his grandson since he was like three years old and he is now nine. My dad was mad that I had not told him that his latest granddaughter was born some two months ago. Well why should I as I know unless we move to a city from which he visits or flies into frequently then we are left alone and left to rot. I guess that he did find my older half-sister which is good because maybe someday we will be able to talk to each other. I would like to maybe talk to her through email or something. I am off to try and get nothing done. |
| Tomorrow is my birthday but many of you will not think twice about wishing me a happy birthday -- heck you won't even think once. Why? You may ask -- because you will be busy with your own family bar-b-ques, picnics and firework shows. I will be thirty-four if you care. I do not mind my age buut I do mind the fact that many of you will be so busy and forget that I have had a birthday at all. I actually do not mind getting older because older means wiser, right? OK, so I am off for now, your Anti-Bush Supporter here! |
| Here I am my First Entry into the life of blogging. I am getting closer and closer to my birthday from which I plan to do very little. My birthday is on July 4th from which many people forget because they are busy with their own family activities and such. Who care's though as I would rather spend the day all by myself anyway. I hate the hooplah of the day and I could care less about the hype of fireworks and bar-b-ques and more. I get enough bug bites in my own house so the joy is not there in terms of sending time outside. You see my town has given up their spraying of mosquitos as the 'West Nile' Virus threat has decreased here on the Oklahoma Panhandle. What that meand is they flock to the great indoors and go directly to my older daughter and myself. Anyway, this is Melia the cynic and anti-Bush supporter! |
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