Why?

My eyes are heavy
Red rimmed and clouded by pain
I let it get to me
The absence of hope
In my mind I am desperate
Clinging to the floor
I weep for my broken heart
My tears have become bitter
No longer healing
You were my strength
My warm safety net
Once again I am the fool
Shamed by love
All words have become lies
Nothing feels like home
Betrayal has left me cold
I am so weary.