My Husband-- A Big Dissapointment!

I've heard it all-- husbands who cheat and having affairs. Hmm... I never take it that

serious until it hits me. It's like a drama, full of anger and disappointment. I'm always

confident of myself. How I describe myself is-- beautiful, sexy, brainy, saucy and over

the top, that's how confident I am. I still can't believe that I would be one of those

women who got cheated by their partner.

    The time I attacked him at the hotel, I was like crazy! My high heels fly all over the

place, my handbag goes under a car and my strapless bra ran out of place thus

showing my nips under a very thin blouse. I went berserk at the lobby with naked feet,

haywired mind, haggard look, puffy eyes and God knows how crazy I am, facing  the

truth; full blast!. Yes-- I can't except it because I'm too over confident about my

relationship. After what happened that Sunday (suppose to be a family day isn't it?) I

found out that they still slept together on that very night.

    Today, i'm still feeling remorse but i know that things do happen, and i just can't let

go what i've built for five years. I will stay on my ground and will not admit defeat. I'm a

real woman, and i'll try as much as i can to safe this relationship. Somehow this fact

makes me more confident as a woman and i feel more beautiful than ever!

I've got nothing to lose because i still see heads turning to me wherever i go, but I will

forgive him if he choose to stay.