Narcissus; Lust

Narcissus; Verse I; Desire

I don’t know what to do
Whenever she smiles at me
I feel like I am in need
For anything
Here eyes drive me wild
Like a bull teased by red light
Her gaze sharpens my senses
And my breathing
There is something I want
When she looks at me
Yet I do not know
What I want to do
Or have
She makes my brain fuzzier
With every smile
Is this even normal
Though I know she would make it
Worth my while
Her eyes admit her want
What am I waiting for?
Why do I feel that guilt?
Not admitting this desire to myself
I dubbed me
Desiree the quilt




Narcissus; Verse II; Have


Is it wrong to have that feeling
Is it a foul gift
to long for someone
so badly it makes your guts twist
in knots every time
you think about it
Is it weak to want anything so much
That It keeps you going
Making it worth living
Is it a sin to surrender
to desire
completely
to savor the lingering aftertaste
of pure want
And breath the scent
of humble eagerness
Embrace the feeling
you have been cherishing
for this one moment
Drooling all over it
with just little expectation
Just hoping for satisfaction
to come closer