Impossible to Reach

I don't know what to do.
I'm caught in a trap.
and I just can't seem to get out of it.
I could be so happy.
I'm starting to see it.
But you, you just don't make it possible.
I want to talk to you, tell you things.
Without getting in a fight.
I want to trust you.
But I just can't.
I should leave, but i don't want to.
It's hard.
Harder than you think.
So could you?
Be there for me, just this once.
Help me make the decision.
I need you, but your impossible to reach.