Crossroads

Our conversations made me laugh, made me cry,
I'm starring at the crossroads of friendship where even the purest ones change
Something got shaken; we blacked out, and woke up in a different place
I'm breathless with a snap shot picture of you kissing me
Leaving me feeling as if I can lift my head to face another day
Now I wonder where we go from here.
My emotions are going crazy or maybe they're just senseless.
Never was the type of girl that needed direction
But now I see you’re trying to save me
I jump in your fast car; we black out and wake up in different place
Now your skin is against mine
Bodies are shaking and you've felt every part of me
Now I wonder where we go from here.
Though it is complicated, we say it feels right
I feel like I've reached a dead end.
I feel destruction settle in and how can I keep secrets in disguise
I realize the end of our storyline
I have to give up your love, your affection and such
But let's be real we never were each others to begin with
I'd be the fool to think that I can keep you
We played with fire now we'll watch it burn.
I feel like I'm at a funeral today burying all the lies
But I'd pray for forgiveness because it’s hard for me to pretend
And the pain that I feel is from fear of losing my friend