My Ending

My Ending

I'm so tired of the hurt

I'm tired of this pain

I'm tired of the sanity that I can't seem to regain

I'm tired of breathing

I'm tired of living this life

I think that it would be better if I just gave up the fight

I'm tired of being alone, crying tears

The worse part is that I've been dealing with this for years

I'm tired of being trapped, held as a prisoner in my own mind

Thoughts of a family and happiness I'm now leaving behind

I'm so very tired as I run the steel blade across my wrist, lean back and close my eyes

I'm still young yet I'm oh so willing to die

I'm sleepy now as the puddles of blood cover the bathroom floor

I need this to end soon before someone knocks on the door

My breaths have slowed down and my eyelids are heavy

Death is seconds away as my soul screams I'M READY

I was so tired but now I'm free

Sadness, pain and despair no longer plague me

I'm happy now, no more hardships to bare

This was the only way out of a world that no longer cared

As I go now into eternity I have only one thing to say

Be careful, live well so that you don't end up this way