The Antagonist

How can I be?
One of those heroes,
The one who has a will
And defeat bad fellows.

In my family,
I'm a black sheep.
In the society,
I'm just a villain.

I guess bad old fella
Can't be good anytime
I'm the antagonist one,
The one who did some crime.

I don't get any honor,
And don't get the girl.
Eventually end up in jail,
Or be dead somewhere.

How can I change easily,
In this world that can't be fold.
People drive me all crazy,
Help, here really is cold.