Confessions #1

I'm a cutter, I'm a drinker

I'm a crier, I'm a liar

I'm falling apart. What happened to 'me'?

So far I'm becoming what I thought I'd never be

I've lost my my dreams, I've lost my faith

My hopes are alive, trying not to die

I always end up hurting myself

And in turn I'll probably be hurting others

I can't do this.

I'm not strong enough

Everyone says they'll remember these days forever

But I just want to drink them away.