An Aching Mess!

AN ACHING MESS!

My heart is an aching mess
I am so empty inside
I want to scream, yet nothing releases
Tears are there, yet dried up

Cannot find the peace
Yet just not sure what peace is anymore
My heart is near ready to explode
Such emotions it is holding back

Please I scream inside
I ache to no longer be lonely
My hands they want to tear my hair out
To feel the physical pain would be better

Someone just rip this agony of heart from me
I don't desire to hurt anymore
Take the loneliness away
Take the thundering clouds that weigh me down away forevermore, please I beg

My heart throbs
My Soul cries
My being begs
My everything is gone amiss

Diane Bingham/02-16-2017