Facade

Her eyes were like an ocean
its deep and cant be reach
Some say her eyes is so attracting
But nobody knows what those eyes can tell
No one knows what emotions it can portray

She's suffering, she's life is slumping
Just like a facade she conceals it perfectly
A smile that can never reach her eyes
A laugh that wasnt even considered natural
But no one notices it, no one knows about it

She kept hurting herself every single day
begging for her life to end as fast as it could
Everyday is unbearable- a struggle to endure
She constantly asks "why?" and "how?"
but the answer seems nowhere to be found

She began to lose her sanity, a knife on her hand
Cuts through her wrist, blood started to drip
On a piece of paper she started writing
Thank you for everything, and goodbye.
Just like that, she laid and closed her eyes peacefully

So it ends there, she's free from the pain
No more pretentions, loneliness, and weariness
No more unanswered questions and such
For that moment she dared to be selfish
At that instance, she thought only of herself