I Am Here

I am here.

The feelings that well up in me with the burning desire to write with my whole heart sometimes come in uncertain times -- at times, I wanted to have everything perfect -- all in order, even before I write and at that point, I have lost the desire or that idea that I wanted to write.

I noticed now that when I open the keyboard and just time -- even with my eyes closed I am able to write with my heart's desire and with fill feelings -- than having to think things through or to even wait for the perfect time or certain scenario.

I want to write and the feeling is there -- when the two combine -- I am able to express myself, even with my eyes closed. It's as if my hands are directly controlling my writing -- the words just flow out -- just like now, as I type this with my eyes closed and I can fluently express my heart's thoughts and put them into these words.

What is this called? Like phantom typing and without even seeing -- even autocorrecting my typing as I do with my eyes fully closed.

Wow... what is this feeling? This feeling of liberation -- like being set free to fly to where-ever I want to go.

The feeling of having a power like this and yet, why was I not able to bring this out then long ago in the past? What darkness has covered my heart that I was unable to lift the veil of uncertainty and fear?

What is this power that I have hid behind and buried within me, that cries out to be set free... Find me? Do I need to be found? I am here.

It's never too late...