Don’t worry, it will all be over soon.

There is
1 week or
7 days or
168 hours or
10,080 minutes or
604,800 seconds
Until everything ends.
The thumping of my heart,
The pumping of my lungs,
Everything.
I don’t deserve what I have,
Any of it,
So I must die.
Repent my sins.
I know what I must do.
Must I go?
I know.
I know the answer,
A resounding yes.
I’m doing my best to help them cope.
It might not work,
I don’t know,
But I’m trying anyway.
I wish I had been stronger,
Was able to push on.
But I can’t,
I don’t know why,
I guess my depression was stronger than I ever were.


IMPORTANT:
While it’s too late for me if you or someone you know are considering suicide please contact one of the hotlines below. I’m sorry if they don’t work, I’ve just copied them off the internet.
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Argentina: [phone]
Australia: 131114
Austria: 017133374
Belgium: 106
Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05
Botswana: 3911270
Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association
Canada: 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal)
Croatia: 014833888
Denmark: [phone]
Egypt: 7621602
Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688
Finland: 010 195 202
France: 0145394000
Germany: 08001810771
Holland: 09000767
Hong Kong: [phone]
Hungary: 116123
India: 8888817666
Ireland: [phone]
Italy: 800860022
Japan: [phone]
Mexico: 5255102550
New Zealand: 0800543354
Norway: [phone]
Philippines: 028969191
Poland: 5270000
Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50
Russia: 0078202577577
Spain: 914590050
South Africa: 0514445691
Sweden: 46317112400
Switzerland: 143
United Kingdom: 08457909090
USA: 18002738255
Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255