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| D.I.D. I mention its a bit unsettling The week I have no accessible memory of (as far’s Im aware). I might dream about it sometimes: very possible. … D.I.D. I mention I am many in here between the ears!? I’ve written about our condition in the past. And I tend to use “us” and “we” a lot because to say “I” all the time largely doesn’t feel right, and it all loops around ego and control ?and maybe selfishness?. My sense of passing time that week was of one day. I was tucked deep in some distant corner of my neural highway sky. It may come back to me all at once sometime, maybe during meditation. It may be that the identity(s) who was/were out during that week are very secretive and private: more so than the dominant at least use to be; maybe the memories will be revealed when the rest of us are ready? And maybe its safer for now for us to not know!? I feel, many of us I think do, that at least on the surface, I would like to know what these feet stepped through that week. … But maybe another “I” Dentity doesn’t want to know. 1/21/23 ~ Quiet the WilderD.I.D. I mention its a bit unsettling The week I have no accessible memory of (as far’s Im aware). I might dream about it sometimes: very possible. … D.I.D. I mention I am many in here between the ears!? I’ve written about our condition in the past. And I tend to use “us” and “we” a lot because to say “I” all the time largely doesn’t feel right, and it all loops around ego and control ?and maybe selfishness?. My sense of passing time that week was of one day. I was tucked deep in some distant corner of my neural highway sky. It may come back to me all at once sometime, maybe during meditation. It may be that the identity(s) who was/were out during that week are very secretive and private: more so than the dominant at least use to be; maybe the memories will be revealed when the rest of us are ready? And maybe its safer for now for us to not know!? I feel, many of us I think do, that at least on the surface, I would like to know what these feet stepped through that week. … But maybe another “I” Dentity doesn’t want to know. 1/21/23 ~ Quiet the Wilder |
| dimension's Bless I think it was the summer of 2021. My eyes had just shut for the night and then I saw something materialize through my Ajna about 5 feet above me (I was laying on my back), it looked kinda like the alien from the movie “Alien”. I also saw it partially through one of my spirit guides. I quietly asked my spirit guides, “there’s something above isn’t there? They answered back, “it’s not going to hurt you”. It descended to directly above me, then I felt a touch on my forehead as light as a feather:; it felt like velvet just barely brushing against my skin. I believe it was blessing me. I am also a schizophrenic. But last time I checked schizo’s don’t hallucinate physical sensations: and I trust my senses and Chakras to the last degree. 6/27/2023 ~ Quiet the Wilder - peace and love and blessings to everyone! |
| alright, alright So I was at a lake in Illinois (Another state where it tends to be noisy with the wind at l lot). I had a Jetpack wireless provider. I was watching “K-Pax” on my laptop. I was about half way through when I started feeling my spirit guides staring over my shoulder. Then about ten minutes later I could feel them practically breathing down my neck; so I finally gave in and said, “Alright!, alright!” and I turned off the movie and enjoyed the view. 3/27/2024 Quiet the Wilder |
| Oh, and he claimed that he was in motion 24/6, save for Sunday, the only day he claimed to get any sleep; and he said to me once that he prefers doing fun activities over sleep. I don’t think he was aware that constant lack of sleep is a leading cause to Dementia. The second guy was someone I knew by face when I was staying at a homeless shelter in Colorado. One morning when we were waiting to get back inside the building. He was talking to someone about somethin’er’other, then he says, “I know everything, I just don’t know it all at once!” Then he goes spout’n about the history of Pop Rocks like it was some very important piece of knowledge. Ok technically there was a third guy. Someone I worked with many many years ago at a state park. The kind of person who believes that anyone without college education is automatically dumber… and not even worth talking to. He was a d**k. Ok I have to add this one as an honorable mention 4th. A guy I worked with many years ago in parks and recreation. I don’t think his brain ever caught on to the fact that he was no longer in the military. He could lay back in a recliner admiring himself all day; think’n out loud how much of a MFing genius he is. He was quite high on himself. Unfortunately he outranked me. He was the type who believes military service should be mandatory. As he said, “it would get everybody in the right frame of mind.” 3/4/2024 3/19/2024 Quiet the Wilder |
| everything I know not In the 41 years I’ve been around Ive encountered 2 people who legitimately believe they know everything. The first feller was someone I worked with at Harris Teeter when I was 20, he was 35. We were at lunch. I can’t remember exactly what we were talking about that lead up to it, but he said to me, “when you get to the point where I’m at, I’ve learned so much there’s not a whole lot more I can learn”. I wonder if the phrase ‘full of shit’ would have meant anything to him. I don’t think I’ve met a guy since then who was that full of himself; it was a shock his ego didn’t blow his head up like a blimp and float’im to the ceiling. And to top it off, I don’t believe it was possible to have a conversation with him for more than 5 minutes without him preaching about how smart and educated he is, “remember I told ya I’m smart!” And then there was “I told you I’m educated!”. … There was one night (we were on graveyard), he was talk’n to one of the other guys about his white water kayaking adventures and how rapids are classified and that it wasn’t about how much water is going through a rapid, then I spoke up and said, “it’s the danger”. Then turns his head to me and says “don’t be talk’n like you know anything”. Then turns right back to the guy he was talk’n to. Oohhh I’d have one or two or a few things to say to’im if I could go back to that moment. … such as “dude, could you be any more of a conceded dickhead? ‘Don’t be talk’n like I know anything!’ Do you really think you’re the only one who knows anything? Or are all the rest of us idiots compared to you?” There was another night, I walked past’im in his isle, he was work’n with some one else, I looked at’im and said, “what’s up pumpkin head”, and he says back to me with a cocky smile boiling with his ego, “a lot of information in that pumpkin!”. I didn’t say anything else, just kept walking. I guarantee y’alll he was extremely ignorant of the power and benefits of meditation. He was the type who believed “educated” means a person has at a bare minimum a Bachelor degree (or a bull sh** degree as my dad says - and my dad acquired a bachelors in mathematics a long time ago). I think he was going for a Doctorate. He was so smart in fact, it’s why he was work’n 3rd at Harris Teeter for 8.50 an hour. He’s one of the biggest fools of them all. |
| when I contemplate med ~ a trick to meditation, when, if, thoughts pass through your mind now and again, try just being an observer of the corresponding image(s), just an observer; try not to focus on a thought, try not to react with it: keep breathing all sensess into relaxation. It is quite delightfully surprising what can be accomplished and learned in practicing this method. Thank you I think that is all for now. Early spring 23 ~Quiet the Wilder |
| dimension's Bless I think it was the summer of 2021. My eyes had just shut for the night and then I saw something materialize through my Ajna about 5 feet above me (I was laying on my back), it looked kinda like the alien from the movie “Alien”. I also saw it partially through one of my spirit guides. I quietly asked my spirit guides, “there’s something above isn’t there? They answered back, “it’s not going to hurt you”. It descended to directly above me, then I felt a touch on my forehead as light as a feather:; it felt like velvet just barely brushing against my skin. I believe it was blessing me. I am also a schizophrenic. But last time I checked schizo’s don’t hallucinate physical sensations: and I trust my senses and Chakras to the last degree. 6/27/2023 ~ Quiet the Wilder - peace and love and blessings to everyone! |
| Shards of faded light break through the rounds of gently rolling grey clouds.. finally the understanding of the splits of my consciousness shine much brighter ,.: finally, I know which name is really mine!… loveable Mandy in these eyes In the yins and yang the crazy eights of twilight sang when the morning sun shone its magnificence once again.. I have bled, I have bled, but it wasn’t blood, it was gentle irritation.. it was craziness of patience. The force has a powerful influence on the weak-minded; but I am not weak-minded, my mind and body were just very tired. Agony turned to now I at least know what was happening. Now getting the bolts fastened on a jolt forward of keeping busy enough. So much work on solving the riddles of the conditions of my mind to prevent further confusion, we’ve exhausted ourselves - an overload of reflection and a couple triple dozens too many questions -; now time to work on the body ~Quiet the Wilder |
| whisper I(S)ilent - intuitive finest The silence , the silence,.: whipered the twighlight (?vibe?) as it bled into the darkening star-bright.. I am evening prim rose , I grow to beautiful mightyness in your wonderous lighting I silently , I silently unfold,.: each pedal of universal dimension until I sled softly unto my belonging.. I vibrantly in silent speak into deep burgundy readiness for gentle wind to ghostly flight I might quietly read into the tales of mighty silently creeping creatures of earthly realms of other universes.. a house on the left, a meadow on the right, what will be the song of adventure lore this time my size matter not as my massive mind shines like great lakes stand in their icy shine.. a fist of a windbreaker as giant wave of energy takes me, back to the place that made me, in an ancient of most ancient places; meditation shows the reverse way ,.: grace be with all to thee after a long chalk of life Splits of the muscles to the splices of the (sometimes (un))quiet minds (D.I.D. I mention?).. until the brief break lets the neuro way decide what to put into the next chunk of energy time ,.: stretched to their efficient limit until dial returns to ripe When the decides of the wants unfold within the tuition feeling right.. bring a new beginning of the next chapter of your tale for magnificent delight The rolling rocking mountains split their spiking ridges through the clouded craziness of the blizzard maze of snowflakes.. the dim clouds shining above like a black light keeping the animal people back from thorough sleep ,.: trapped in a maze of evil-doers another night |
| ballads of the mountain caps When the blue jay sings she cries to the ties of steeper degrees: - from massive impact to gentle gratitude When the winter snow drips its shrinyness, does it tip your wisdom to your creative stunt kite When the winter snow coat wraps over the toasty rockies baking hotly in the high circulating sun When bluejays swing on autumn leaves, are they just dancing to the grooves of the neighborhood stream? When the bark comes fully un-rapped from the tunnels of the land maps When the winter flowers sing of a thin frosty sting of cycling dreamyness When does the field mouse outrace the fliers might, - of tingly hunger strikes When does the trout bounce through the hole to freedom around the ice Fishermans snare to feeding himself When the fish sleep where the glaciers dug deep and the minnows shimmer in the surfacing glitter Fall - winter 22-23 ~ Quiet the Wilder |
| who else cried when they caught the news that tom petty had died? |
oh I am also a mystic and tom petty says hello, or howdo!  |
Reply| or at least one of those whimsicle words |
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| I didn't cry, but it did make me pull out my CDs, LPs and cassettes for a day. I think. That was 6 years ago. |
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