Would Rather Not Meet

Thinking of people I used to live with and things happened somewhere sometime in the past, I never find them strange to me. The memories are always fresh in my mind. But all these seem to disconnect from reality, from my life.

Do you know where they are and what they're doing now?

Have you got any used-to-be good friends to whom you could say when you happened to meet was just a "how are you doing"?

I have, I've got a dozen.

Perhaps, my friends have never noticed that these words are not simply a casual greeting from me. The words are just from my heart. I'm eager to know your recent lives.

Have been longing to meet, but then discover
Ten years are in between
The smile I'm eager to see, is found only in memory
I know not how to chat

Like I did not smoke that day
How have you been changing?
Like waiting for a hundred years, and suddenly learned...
I would rather not meet

Perhaps, I'd better leave all sweet memories in my heart.