Secret Love

He fell from the sky,
The man of dreams,
He grows towards me in friendship,
I grow towards him in love,
Skipping a beat,
At every glance,
Hearing his words,
Killing my breath.
When a hug is a hug,
But to me so much more.

I lye here on my bed,
Another sleepless night,
Thinking of him,
Wanting the thought to go,
Thinking about his heart,
Something I could never have,
Love may hurt,
But one way love kills,
My heart is sunk,
My soul defeated,
All because of him,
And my gay self.