HAVE I CHANGED?

I AM NO LONGER THE PERSON I USED TO BE.
MARRIAGE AND 2 BABIES LATER,I FOUND THAT LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. EVER. I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO WAKE UP AT 9 EVERY MORNING AND CHOOSE MY OWN SCHEDULE FOR THE DAY. I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO CURL UP IN FRONT OF THE T.V. WITH A HOT CUP OF TEA IN MY HANDS. LAZING AROUND ALL DAY IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN AGAIN AT LEAST NOT FOR A LONG TIME TO COME. STARTING THE DAY WITH TONS OF LAUNDRY AND ENDING IT SAME  WILL BE MY USUAL ROUTINE. I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO GET UP AND HIT THE MALL ON IMPULSE ANY MORE. NO. BESIDES WORK, THERE WOULDN'T BE MUCH OUTING ON MY ITINERY. AND THE CRAZIEST PART OF IT, ENDLESS HOURS IN THE KITCHEN. I MEAN DOING DISHES THAT DON'T SEEM TO STOP!
  I DON'T NEED ANY ONE TO TELL ME THAT I HAVE CHANGED OR MAYBE LIFE HAS CHANGED ME.