by Mysty Rayn
A poem about someone leaving a bad relationship before it's too late.
Lost and losing control.
How much longer do I play this role?
All is fine, a smile on my face.
How long do I stay in this unhappy place?
I live my life only through you.
Shadows of who I want to be block my view.
I feel so attached to you, afraid to walk away.
But at the same time I know I can't stay.
I'm not sure where we went from good to bad.
I'm not sure where you went from happy to mad.
I can't continue to be the object of your anger and pain.
Sooner or later it will drive me insane.
I have to leave now and this time I won't turn around.
I have to save myself while myself can still be found.