reflections

the reflection in this mirror,
isnt what it used to be.
it's not what i used to see.
that face is darker now,
those eyes are empty.
can't believe this is me.

i have changed!
i'm so fucking empty!
this reflection isn't me!
so close to insanity!

i watch my reflection,
break through the mirror,
and i stare in horror,
as it shatters into a million pieces,
i gaze into those cold eyes,
my own eyes.

and as the glass,
cascades to the floor,
i am torn apart,
by the person i've become.
i finally end the missery,
i stop the insanity!

i step over my lifless body,
and walk away,
only to turn around,
in terrified wonder,
to gaze upon my bloody remains...
which one am i???

break free from insanity,
only to face reality!

who am i?