Sick of myself

Sick of myself

I'm sick of your love
I'm sick of your ties
I'm sick of myself for missing those times

No single word can express
How much I hate your caress
How sick makes me feel your touch
Or why I love you so much

Your evilness pulls me through
And makes me run back to you
To think that I want you back
And love you no matter what

But when I reach for your hand
You put me back to the ground
My will is shattered in pain
And still I can't walk away

I'm sick of your voice
I'm sick of your sight
I'm sick of your room where you held me so tight
I'm sick of your love
I'm sick of your ties
I'm sick of myself for missing those times

You're sneaking under my skin
Your fire's burning within
Your bitter words still control
And pull the strings of my soul

This twisted game that you play
Is massing up with my faith
Wish we could both run away
But baby no way this way

Your poisoned lips that I kissed
Keep putting me to my knees
Still telling me I'm your love
But make me tremble so cold

I'm sick of your voice
I'm sick of your sight
I'm sick of your room where you held me so tight
I'm sick of your love
I'm sick of your ties
I'm sick of myself for missing those times

Your love keeps me warm inside
It's good to know this some time
It's good to feel your desire
It keeps me burning like fire

Your breath on my skin at night
Used to make me feel alive
I love you want me so much
Though you poison all you touch

Your love is twisted in shape
From it I can not escape
Know that the taste of tomorrow
Can only be this sweet sorrow

I'm sick of your voice
I'm sick of your sight
I'm sick of your room where you held me so tight
I'm sick of your love
I'm sick of your ties
I'm sick of myself for missing those times

I'm sick of your voice
I'm sick of your sight
I'm sick of your room where you held me so tight
I'm sick of your love
I'm sick of your ties
I'm sick of myself for missing those times