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Sadness that no one can explain.


Only Me





No one can explain what I really feel right now- not my friends, not my family, not even me. Nothing, no one, nobody. It’s like shivering in a cold winter night, crawling in a creepy forest and crying in darkness. Tears filled my face, hurt takes over my heart, sadness visible in my words and silence was the only sound I wanted to hear, not a phrase, not a sentence, not even a word.



I shouted but no sound came out. I cried but it was all just ordinary tears- like a motionless water, no blood. I can’t fake a smile, I can’t control myself. I can’t make anything right.



I’m running, running from the trap I made for myself- trap that keeps on catching me. But I stopped running and it captured me. How could my own trap capture me? It all makes sense now, it was all my fault. It’s because I stopped. It’s entirely because of me. Only me. Not you. Not them. No one else. It’s me. 
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