A deeper look inside

I know now it's time to get going...
I feel it inside..
something is growing,
blossoming,
blooming,
something beautiful,
  something unque,
something of which I cannot be discreet

Let it fly out like a gust  of wind? or
Let it slightly trickle slowly from within
What If I shared with someone, what I have inside
Is there really anyone with whom I can safely confide?

My deepest desires, secrets and dreams
What im passionate about, what makes me fiend
Who could I trust with feeling such as these?
Who would really want to see me or believe?

I have a gift
I'm willing to share,
to any and all
Who just might care ( yeah like you care)

Dont listen to the words
Its not my voice you'll hear
Just A muffled sound
something not quite clear


I crave the day, I can open wide up
As some would say, like an open book
Dont start in the front, turn the page to today
Everything before was so ill and so grave

Everything has now changed so much
I no longer feel so out of luck

I lift my head up and look at the sky
I no longer scream obscenities, I no longer ask why


I have a gift
I'm willing to share,
to any and all
Who just might care ( yeah like you care)

Dont listen to the words
Its not my voice you'll hear
Just A muffled sound
something not quite clear