I'm not sad anymore

I’m not sad anymore

I should’ve known
I still wish that those fantasies of mines were over
Now I’m on my own
(Like if I ever had you)
Seeing you doesn’t make things better
With tears of sorrow
I fell hard, thinking that one day we’d be together
Even if I’m alone
You’ll never find someone who loves you like I do. Never.

I remember waking up
It was in the middle of the night
Lazily, I lifted myself up
Not caring if I was going to be alright
Because of you
I couldn’t fall asleep
Because of you
I cried like a baby

My heart was a cold black stone
I got invisible hands slapping me
I was still alone
You wrecked me
You left your trail and I followed
You didn’t even notice me
Guess I should’ve known
But you’re still buried in my heart

I should’ve known all along
She kept you happy
I am jealous
Thinking that someone else could make you happier than could
I know I’m not the prettiest
You’ll never love me
I should’ve known

Never did until I saw the back of you Jacket
I remember what it said
“I’m not sad a