Goodbye Cashew

I spoke with you today dear Cashew. The conversation long and needed so my heart can mend.

We spoke of should, could, woulds, and might have been but, we can't go back dearest only forward. Hopefully, to something better.

I dreamed of you the other night of you wishing to come back to the bowl we once shared yet with heaviness I had to turn you away. Not only for your growth but my own.

I would be lying to myself if I said I didn't miss what once was. I do and this hurts as bad as walking away if not worse.

I have to say it so I can shed these final tears.

Goodbye to what once was.
Goodbye pain
Goodbye Cashew

Hello future

Pecan