exploding

the weight of all the lies are
coming down on me hard
like a boulder rolled quietly
onto my back in the middle of
the night silently when you
are sleeping. and when you
wake in the morning the pain
is there sitting on you. you
can't get up. so i sit and wait for
it to get off but it doesn't so i
explode under all the lie
I have heard so watch me
explode into pieces