by angel of God
I hadn't written for a long time n this is what came to mind when finally started.
| I know not where to begin, what to write,
I know not what I want, what I can do,
All i know is I've got to start a new.
What was yesterday, will never again be today.
As for tomorrow....I have only......hopes.
I know not what life what's from me.
What I must give to reach my destiny
So many mistakes, so many failures
Too many if 's and much more but's
Life's taken a 360degree turn.
I thought I understood
I thought what I believed was all that mattered.
I was such a fool. "Sigh"
I tried to soar up high, to reach the sky
Only to fall, face down.
I didn't let anyone close
Afraid I'd lose them all.
No matter how much I tried to hold on to
In the end I still lost it all.
Now I am at the crossroads,
From where there is no return
No path that leads home
No journey to call my own.
Just one road, just one 👣👣trail
That I have to follow through.
I know not what I wish for.
I know not want I want.
I m searching all about.
Everything seems to be irrelevant
Without a doubt.
All I know is that I have to follow through.