Renovation

Nothing could be farther from the truth, firmly encased in my denial
Knowing I must look within for true desire to wash away my sin
Drives me insane to face my insecurity

Running from iniquity-I try to keep anonymity
Spirals in my eyes-a long road leading back to that from which I came
Never can redeem myself, relying on nobody else
So independent albeit foolishly

Always a stain to remind me of my pain, it retains the worst part of me
Serenity formed with in escapes my eyes rolling down my chin, a final realization of what's wrong with me.
Wasted years running from my fears, striving for something or one to justify me

Focused on myself, determind that I need no help
I'm blind to solutions right in front of me.