ATTRACTION OR BY DESIGN?

ATTRACTION OR BY DESIGN?

Who are you, disturbing my train of thought?
Why are you suddenly resonating in my mind?
Are you the one I was looking for, try to find?
Are you a figment of my imagination, are you the cause of this elation or is it just infatuation?
No! Let’s call it confusion.

Why am I thinking of you in this way,
Should I be professional and just try to do my work for the day?
I’m like a troubled soul trying to find my way.
Like a New York train moving through a dark subway.
Is this attraction or by design or am I just a fool towing the line?

Why I am suddenly conflicted, I hate being restricted?
Why can’t I just ignore your comments or take them at face value?
Why turn everything into an issue, is this the way to address my feelings when I miss you?
Do you even know of my existence, what chance do I have to your resistance?

You like a tour de force, failure to comply will end in just cause.
Sometimes I stare at you at work and gym and feel the need to go out on a whim.
It feels like time stands still when I look at you, taking my mind to pastures anew.
Like planets aligned for a couple of seconds, but frozen in time.
You are the reason I composed this rhyme.

Are you my muse or my Greek Aphrodite?
Looking at you makes everything feels right?
I wish you were the one to illuminate my life,
Maybe someday you’ll be my beautiful wife.
I’m not asking you to be my wife
All I want is to be part of your life.
Is this attraction or by design.
Time will tell if something transpire,
In the meantime I can only admire.