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Ink in Faded Hues My aspirations, triumphs, and failures. Life is a beautiful mess! ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ~All men dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.~ T.E. Lawrence ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** This is me, for those of you who wondered! 
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| **Read at your own risk** Today's blog will be dedicated to the list of things annoying Adriana at the moment. If you find yourself among this list, I make no apologies for it.  My views may be controversial, but they are mine.1. Octomom Enough already! I am so sick and tired of seeing this woman's face plastered everywhere I turn. I'm tired of having to choke down my coffee as the news offers another tired segment of Octomom drivel. I don't give a damn about this woman, her body, her surgeries, or alleged lack there of. The vast majority of the female poputlation is capable of opening their legs and becoming inseminated. Natural or artificial, who cares? It's nothing special to become a mere baby factory . . . especially when you can't even afford to take care of said babies. It's being an actual MOM that means something. You know, raising them, caring for them, spending time with them, loving and providing for them? Her decisions, and the resources wasted on her, make my blood boil. What an example to set. Pop out kids like a breeder mouse, and you too can become famous. 2. James Mammone III  For those of you not familiar with this case, it is making huge news here. I live situated in the trifecto. The cities closest to my podunk town are Canton, Massillon, and Akron. Anywho . . . this piece of detritus decided to kill his mother-in-law, and then slaughter his 2 and 5 year-old children as they sat strapped into their car seats. His reasoning? Just to make his estranged wife suffer. These poor babies had defensive wounds all over their hands from trying to grab the knife. He sat through his trial smirking. No empathy, no remorse. The jury voted for the death penalty; the judge will decide later this week. Personally, I think anything Ohio would do is too kind. They should string him up in town square and let the mother of those two kids and the community have a go at him. I'm normally against the death penalty, but in any instance where someone hurts or kills a child, I believe they should be skinned alive and doused in vinegar. Hell, I'll even offer to do it myself.3. People who abuse positions of power Be it parent, local, state, or country officials . . . don't abuse your position. Enough said. 4. People who don't hold up their end Ahh yes. I think all of us can relate to this one. It's not just on WDC that this happens, but everywhere. The point being, if you say you are going to do something, do it. If people commission you to provide a service and you take their money (or gps) to do said service, then do it. Man, woman, in between . . . I don't care who you are, you aren't anybody if you don't keep your word. Frankly, I'm tired of being shortended or shafted because people don't uphold the obligations they make. I will pass the word along to others I know, and even if I don't, word will still spread. This is a great way to find yourself, or your organization, blacklisted. It's a shame this even has to be mentioned. 5. Americans complaining about Haiti relief efforts I'm sorry, but when did humanity and compassion become optional as human beings? When someone is down, you don't walk by and ignore them, you help them up. Yes, we have our own problems and issues here. That is NOT the point. Even on our worst days, we live like freaking billionaires compared to those people. They had nothing to begin with. Now, they have even less. Is it too much to ask to extend a hand to help someone in need? I hate the spoiled, self-centered attitude I've heard voiced all too often as of late. Not everything revolves around you. Personally, my heart swelled with patriotic pride knowing we were one of the first to rush over there and help. It all goes on one simple rule. Do onto others as you would have done to you. 5. Rice Krispy Treats I can make 5  gourmet dishes . . . I can cook a mean risotto . . . I can outcook award winning ribs, but I STILL can't make these wretched things.  What is wrong with that picture?Ahh the things that make my mind tick. ~Best wishes and happy writing!~  |
| I wish it were the party game . . . mixed in with a bit o' Twister just for good measure. Despite my blah state, I did manage to finish up next week's Drama Newsletter. Heck, I think I even managed to slip in a helpful bit of advice for other writers looking to renew their passion or creative energy. We shall see. I perked up a little last night after receiving an invite to the New Ghost Hunter's International veiwing from good ol' Robb, himself. His comments about the event actually had me laughing this morning. I wonder if I can pass the complaint department off to someone else as well and just keep all the good stuff to myself. It's a good idea. Any takers? Any way, anyone else interested in joining, let me know and I'll send you an RSVP link. I know he'd appreciate it as he's attempting to break some new Facebook record.Thank you to everyone who left comments yesterday and for your understanding as I pull myself back together to regroup. Like I said, I will still be here, just behind the scenes a bit more than usual. I need some time to mend and get my creative side going again. I think, ultimately, that is what will help me get through this ordeal the most. I also wanted to leave a huge thank you to my dear friend, Nomar Knight  .  You wrote such an incredibly moving and beautiful blog yesterday and I am so touched by all you had to say. Thank you, darling, and I'm bearing that all in mind my friend.I hope you all have a wonderful Tuesday and your muses are treating you well. ~Best wishes and happy writing~ |
| There are some promises made in life that you could do without people keeping. [Embed For Use By Upgraded+] I really love Breaking Benjamin. They are one of my all time favorite bands. This beautiful song hit the nail on the head with a rough patch I have been going through lately. I just wanted to share and to also leave a quick note to say if I am not around as much, it is because I am dealing with said real life issue. Fear not, I'll be back to my boisterous old self soon and with a vengance. That said, I have every intention of keeping up with the obligations I've made here on WDC, and yes, I will keep that lone twin promise I made to you, TT. Because, as much as we may wish some things were left alone, there are other promises that we pray are kept and held dear. Those of you who have touched my heart and kept me close, thank you. I love you dearly and appreciate your friendship more than you could ever possibly know. I know a lot of you are dealing with your own problems. I wish there was something I could say or do to ease those burdens, but all I can do is offer is an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, and a heart that cares. That's all any of us can really do is just be there, and be the best person that we know how to be. No one skates through life without hitting rough patches, and if we did, I guess it would be a pretty boring ride. *laughs* At least, that is what I keep telling myself. Someone once told me it's pain and hardship that build character. Oh what a character I must be! What characters we all must be! Perhaps that is the well we writers drawl from.Stay safe. ~Best wishes and happy writing!~ |
Someone comes along and does something that is totally unexpected and takes your breath away. Thank you so very, very much Jaeff | KBtW of the Free Folk  ! I don't know what else to say, or how to say, but thank you from the bottom of my heart! You went way out of your way, and I swear I'm spoiled so rotten now that I stink . . . but the package you sent put a huge smile on my face and warmed my soul with appreciation. You are a wonderful, wonderful writer and friend. I feel so very lucky to have you in my life.~Best wishes always!~ |
| It might be pre-holiday in my case. I've felt most uninspired since NaNo ended. For a while, I feared that single month sapped away all of my creative energy. Since November, I've written a mere two poems, along with several starts to different stories. They now sit gathering dust. I read a wonderful Short Stories Newsletter today by Shannon  where she suggests people watching as a way to get over creative slumps. Nomar Knight penned an incredibly inspiring blog very close to this in nature, where everyone around us provides a potential story (or horror  ). And my dear friend, NickiD89  wrote an incredibly upbeat blog radiating energy in its purest form.The point is, we all hit our wall from time to time. We are human. It is okay to stall, and even to fail. The important thing is to draw strength from these experiences . . . to pick ourselves up and try again. There is no shame in losing, only in quitting. ~Best wishes and happy writing!~ |
| Today marked my third year on Writing.com. On January 4th, 2007, I logged in and quickly e-mailed Mara at work telling her about this awesome place I had found. That night, she joined and our journey started. I can't believe it's been that long already. In so many ways, it feels like just yesterday that I logged on for the first time and looked around in wonder. I didn't even know where to start! All I knew was I couldn't get enough of reading, reviewing, and being reviewed. Just over a year later, in February of 2008, I was promoted to preferred author, and two days before my 30th birthday this year, on May 26th, the staff promoted me to mod. I've learned so much in my time here. I've grown; I've realized a life-long dream and been published. I think I've even helped a few others along my way. My third short story is set for print in March. None of that would have happened without this site and all of the things the members here have shared. All of that is wonderful, but it's not what means the most. The most precious events that have happened here, the things I will always cherish, are the friendships I have formed and the ones I continue to make. WDC truly has some of the most wonderful members in the world and better people could not be found.I knew today would be special. I thought today would be a day where I reflected and I planned an internal celebration. Never did I expect the outpouring of love, kind words, well wishes, and gifts that I received throughout the day.  I don't know what I ever did to deserve it, but you guys really are the best.Thank you everyone, for sharing in my celebration. I'm honored, humbled, floored . . . a whole wash of emotions that I can't even begin to describe.  I'm speechless! Thank you for making my day so special. Words can never really express what you mean to me. Your friendships are gifts that I will always treasure.And Mara, thank you for being my terror twin. You made today extra special. Heck, you make every day extra special. It's just what you do and all you have to do is be there. I'm so very glad we took this step together. ~Best wishes and huge, heartfelt thanks!~ |
| Because you never know what will come next. I love Alethea. I really do. Here I was, having a horrible day, stressing to no end, and trying my hardest not to let it get to me. Nevermind the fact that she is dating my big brother and now qualifies as family, or the fact that she's one of those people that are there for you no matter what and would give you the shirt off their back if you needed it . . . I was cranky and miserable, and she calls telling me she needs to drop something off at my house. I said okay. She brought me the most beautiful picture frame filled with pictures of our entire summer and all our outings. It was a spontaneous gesture, and one that touched me deeply. She told me what a wonderful summer she had, and this was her way of saying thanks. Damn if I didn't almost start crying again, but this time because I was moved. In a few seconds, my day went from horrible, to pretty good considering! People like her don't come around often. Mara and I were just discussing how rare good friends are this afternoon. Real friends. If you are lucky enough to find them, hold on to them and treat them well. They are one of life's rare and precious gifts. While no one can ever share the same insane bond with me as my TT does, Alethea comes a close second as far as friends go. I hope my brother realizes how lucky he is to have her in his life. I know I do. Thanks Lee Lee. I loves ya! |
| They are rarely a good thing. I've spent all morning filling out job applications. And I do mean all morning. I did find a great prospect though working full time from home for a local company, which is both known and respected. *crosses my fingers and toes* The only problem there is my wireless net usage. I might have to make the transition back to cable and using the *shudders* desktop. If I could get that job though, it would be well worth it. When it rains, it pours. To make matters even worse, I'm in the middle of doing an online application for some retail store in my area when J calls. He sounded okay to begin with, so I asked what he needed because I was busy. He told me grandma was in the hospital, and damn if he didn't start to cry. I can't handle it when men cry. I just can't. It rips my little heart out and makes me start. So, needless to say, I'm feeling a little emotional and vulnerable today. The holidays are stressful enough... Here's to hoping Helen pulls through and something pans out job wise. Tomorrow's another day with its own promise and potential. Best wishes and happy writing. |
I tumble into a crimson tide of love lost and things remembered. No longer do I view the past as the chains that bind me, but the foundation on which I am built. Storms may rage, and rain may buffet my skin, but I stand strong, bold and daring in the face of danger. Through good times and bad, I long for the freedom of my words and the worlds they create. This magic, this wondrous blessing and curse, every fevered stroke of my pen, sets my soul ablaze and ignites the passion within. I am woman, yes. But, beneath this delicate facade lies something much more sinister. Something fierce; something indestructable and enduring . . . the heart and soul of a writer.  |
| I honestly don't know what to say here besides Kurt Sutter is an evil genius. Truly. He's a mastermind. Brilliant. What a gut-wrenching and jaw-dropping episode that was. I love the levels he takes the show to every time and the fact that he is not afriad to make his characters (and the audience) suffer. That, my friends, makes for some outstanding suspense and drama. Besides, Mara and I often talk about what we would do with the show and dang if he hasn't gotten some of it right to the letter.  Way to go, Kurt. Congratulations on an outstanding season, amazing cast, and an incredible mind. I so can't wait for season 3! |
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