blog of a person who seems to be invisible...
|today... is another day in my life... I am hopeful that things work out for me, but sadly I am not that confident in fate, or luck, or what ever you wish to call it these days because I have lost that ability too.
I know for me things don't last... people always fail me, and although I am there for them, they are rarely ever there for me. but hey that's life at least for me, anyway. So I know I can only depend on me and only me, no one can meet my high levels I desire, nor do they really wish to try, and that is just fine with me. If I let no one in then no one can disappoint me. At one time I had faith in a person, and in people, but, in reality, that's a pipe dream always was always will be.
The only voice that matters to me is my own, and no one else's. I am me, and no one speaks for me but me..
I am starting expository writing classes but am behind. Not sure if i am cut out for that part yet, but I am trying... I have faith in myself...that is all I need and that's good enough and safe enough for me. I am worth it, you( and you know who you are) are not, it took me a while to figure it out but it is the truth.
So this brings about the question... What can I do today?