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An Archive of poems I have written |
ICEFLOWS ON THE ELBE Iceflows on the elbe Carry bergs to the sea In one is the ring I gave her When she came to me One in a million moments Brought lovers to embrace We were in torments The ring fell without trace. But we cry together now This is just as it should be Every such moment that God allows is a glimpse of eternity Mist on fields as sun is rising my sight is dim but hopes returning The sun is bright and the light is burning into my waking mind Look into my eyes to find, the sleeper greet the dawn The mists of night are departing Into this day I am reborn. Life Spectator Ghost in the shadows, darkness in your eyes You look into the light where the fire burns bright But you can never be anymore than an echo of the life you see Rainbows in the Mist Do you see the rainbows in the mist Its a beautiful new day Was there something that I missed In the night that's gone away. We loved and fought and separated In the hours while others slept This is not what I anticipated This is not the plan I set Do you see the colours of the new day Hang in silent teardrops in the air The sun is shining on your hair I will love you come what may My Blackberry Pocket vibration Where wives can't see Work calls me Cup Half Empty You say that you are true, That honesty is your way. But the sky is blue, And you paint it gray, Just in case it rains today. Too many memories to live Eyes too full of memory To sparkle in the light He stares into the sun As if into the night. Heart too full of worry To take anothers pains He needs space to find himself His soul beneath false names. This sky is too blue This sky is too blue This sun is too bright Sometimes what seems so true Does not feel right. This girl smiles too much at me This lady talks too often to me This woman wants her piece of me But this man just wants to be The man God alone can see A man with a small heart Dark and light squeezed inside The smallest space of his heart The rules like ropes tightly tied Crushing feelings he cannot impart. Curiousity I Search the matter out, Try to understand, What kings long to know, What the Truth can reveal The flames rise and do not die The hunger grows and is never satistfied The questions cannot find their answers I am pacing restless in the smallest spaces I need to know the reason why? The heart of an Exile Exiled in a strange land Yet I am always home On foreign soil I stand But I am not alone. I see the green and growing Of englands fields and woods I feel the rain upon my face I remember the atlantic waves That rolled against the cliffs I remember the country houses The castles and palaces royal Family and friends are in my soul I sacrificed what I loved for one I love more I am happy and in pain As if newly born and dying Both at the same time. Who can understand these thoughts and feelings Who can understand the exiles heart God looks upon a world of exiles And will restore us all to a better place. In his own good time. A poem I heard and liked (not mine) Ich male ein Bild Ein schones bild Ich male mir den Winter Weiss ist das Land Schwarz ist der Baum Grau ist der Himmel dahinter. My healing Sit in silence and decide, If words can say how you feel. Reach inside and confide The wounds that you want healed When parents fight My sons face is torn with pain I shall not forget this look The agony I saw could tame The wildest man to shame He sees his mum and dad at war As if the love they have is gone He sees the breaking of Gods law Of eternal love, its all gone wrong I love my son so much So let us reconcile He needs his mum and dad To lead him through the time of trial. Sleeping overnight with daughter in Hospital #### she is sleeping Next to her dad The cable to her foot is keeping Her fed and watered- it is sad. I am in a place of sickness Where children are in pain And yet here I find a richness Of loving hearts darkness cannot tame. And here in this sort of hell I find new reasons to love As I pray that my daughter gets well And commit the other kids to God above And here again is the reason My daughter lights this world With a special gift for the Spring season In a dark place she is joy so bold. White Ice Mountain White ice mountain Beneath a starry sky The view below is clouds A few jagged peaks push through towards the heavens I stand alone beneath the stars Starlight cannot melt my frozen tears And yet even here in this most desolate place I feel Gods presence warm my soul As I reach as far as a man can go I see how much further he has yet to climb Gods footstool is a step upon a ladder Into the largest sky. Hungry for loving Hungry for loving, you walk in circles, looking for something that you never had. Always restless, always empty, always yearning, you see pieces of what you want, glimpses of heaven, but the fragments are never whole and have not yet found their form in the smile upon a Saviours face. Why live to die A thousand perfect buys Building blocks that reach to the sky I'm asking why you live this lie. You'll never reach the stars this way standing on the pile of what you own It decays beneath you into the dust speeding like the seconds down and falling like the setting sun. You cannot even afford the stars yet think that you can fill the space inside yourself with things that you can buy you live to die yet still you do not ask the reason why. The tide keeps coming The tide keeps coming, won't turn around, though when I built my castle at the top of this beach, my pride declared that it would stand forever. But I am only a man, behind walls of sand, and God made the storm that tears my castle down. Listening for the sound Domesticated thoughts closed to the future, try to preserve the status quo, but the future cannot be resisted, it breaks the moulds of yesterday, and its whisphers are heard by those who listen for its sound. Trust Peace is better than war, to be rich is better than to be poor, to be happy is better than to be sad, to be good is better than to be bad. But death ends it all, and only the Godly will not fall, for they trust in a God whose love endures. If If I could see to the boundaries of space and time and grasp the detail in between, still would I wonder at the infinity that lay beyond the walls of my comprehension and at the infinite riches of the one who made me. A beer in the park A beer in the park out in the April sun, I place myself inside the scene, which seemed warmer inside my head, than this cold reality that makes me shiver. In the Forest In the forest at the midnight hour, men have heard sounds that fed imagination, they have spoken of monsters that lurk in the shadows, told tales of magic, and dreamt dreams dark and light. I look now into a forest of stars, but not content with dreams I want to know, Is anybody out there or are we alone? Narnia If nobody lived in Narnia I suppose we would be only what we can see, a world of moving masks with no depth of personality. But if everybody lived in Narnia, I think that we'd all soon starve! Green Shoots Green shoots in the wasteland, the flowers grow in bloodstained soil, a stranger smiles, he's lost a hand, why did he smile? I am in turmoil. The sun comes out from behind the clouds, dark like an angry past. I sing my songs of words like smoke, they hide the fires that killed all hope. We had our reasons and we were right, but now we see the price we've paid. The dead are dead and the wounded maimed, our purged land is a hurting place, cleaned of a wickedness that cannot be named. We need healing, we need God's grace. I turn to the sunlight, from dark to bright, for the future must forget the past. Green shoots grow in this land, the flowers reach towards the sun. I turn to the sunlight, from dark to bright, like green shoots growing in this land. Dark Cloud Dark cloud you are always overhead, why can't you rain your tears, on his dry and thirsty heart, why can't you wash the flies away, from the open wounds of comrades slain. He only stares and will not speak of what has been and my words sound empty and hollow to him, because I was not there. But I see the unspoken pain, I see the deep darkness in his eyes, born of a place he does not leave behind, a place called...... A Deeper Power We talk about the ocean in a fragile boat on a stormy sea, our words reach only the shallow sunlit spaces, but we feel a deeper power move our hearts, moving through the dark canyons below, unseen currents that stir us now. Take a chance Take a chance on living, jump the gap between two places and rejoice on reaching the other side, though it is dark and you do not know, what you will find. Man of Prayer Mighty Warrior of the silent war, fighting invisible giants with darkened hearts, strong in the Lord and known only to Him, you stand and the darkness breaks against this rock, like giant waves, like an angry tide of filthy voices, that cannot reach the lighthouse lamp. the light penetrates the storm undimmed, and shouts God's glory in this most dangerous place. The Desert In the desert I find a simple purity, the city was too soiled and noisy. The silence grants a place to listen. Free from the urban turmoil, the crowded voices and machines. In the peaceful shade of a large rock, a song begins to rise within me. And in this place I find you once again my Lord and God. You There is a moment I cannot leave behind, where the fragrance of your presence lingers, where to breathe is to love you, as if you were right here. Though you are silent Though you are silent I hear you sing though I have tasted of you I hunger for more Your smell is on me and I do not want to wash it off I feel your touch upon my finger tips it lingers like a warmth I do not want to lose With Bullets and Barbies With bullets and Barbies, you challenge and charm, sometimes hard sometimes soft, always adored! With tears and laughter you stir my heart through the depths into the heights to a love that overwhelms me. Dreams before Dawn In dreams before the dawn, in blackness before red, I glimpse the truth, that will fill my waking senses. I find the light before the day has come, I believe that there will be blue after blood red has defeated night. An old lady I saw Young eyes smile back at me From an old face, When did the years imprint what I can see, The wrinkles of time and space. she's loved, her beloved. She's won, her right to belong She's lost, the time to live her dreams, It seems, lost the time to live her dreams - to the end. What do I see in young eyes, That hope does not age That the writer writes a full page, Into every life that does not pretend To have arrived in heaven before its true, To have sung its song until its through. She sings, she writes, she is, Beautiful even now, Having walked through so many thorns, Having endured so many storms. She lives for the night She does not like this music nor sing these songs Her heart flies into the night to where it belongs and in the day she lives on memories of the man who moved her heart she aches for the home she remembers alone. Obsession Eyes that look so hungry to win his smile She walks around him in a circle though she pretends to look away She orbits like a planet around its star cannot escape him though why I cannot say? |