Writing Journal/ Blog ~NurseWriter~

Just Thinking

it's been a while since I wrote him my blog. And today I was just thinking about Life. Sometimes how we take it for granted. Sometimes we think we're gonna live forever. Sometimes we just work hard our whole life and get almost to Retirement and then basically this shit hits the fan. I have a friend who feels like their life is falling apart and they may have cancer and they're only two months older than me. I have planned to live till I'm 100 destiny however may not allow that to happen. The only thing I can say is the tragedies that we go through help us to have compassion for those that may go through the same thing of the same scary places in life. I have a great faith in God and being a nurse for so many years, I don't know if there's actually like you know why could this happen to me? I'm such a good person. Sometimes it's just fate. I think what you do with fate is what matters for your life. Do you let a consume you? Do you let it phase you?  It's possible to just let it go.  And these 64 years of growing and living, I've seen so many things horrible things that I see patients go through families want ones, suicide. I think our mind is actually a fragile thing and it has to be filled with good, and it has to be filled with God's love because otherwise you're just empty. It's like sitting around and saying I've done everything. What do you have after you've done everything? What do you have after you've reached the beautiful mansion out in the country with a loving partner or husband, what do you have? If you turn around in one minute that's all gone. I'd say our focus really needs to be not on how long we're gonna live but on how well we're gonna live. Finding happiness inside yourself, accepting yourself for who you are and knowing that there is a god out there that loves you just the way you are sure he wants to be healthy. He wants you to be happy but he loves you just as you are and you could be OK with that you might not have everything you thought you'd reach in Life. May not even have half of what you thought you'd reach in Life. But he knows where you are along that path and he's always there. Well that's all I have to say today make life as much as you can make it and I really think to have that fullness in life. You need God to be a part of your life.


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