~~METAMORPHOSIS-1~~ on the journey

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I almost entitled this "backpedaling" but then caught myself and a vision of my positive day, and realized that this day does not deserve being dissed like that! I am not sure why I even think that I am backpedaling. I think I am just tired and pouty--gross and pouty, in Drew's analysis.

I am actually amazed at how together I am in all this wild and crazy millieu. I have realized that my reaction to constant dismal doesn't have to be more dismal to match theirs. If I want to be foolishly happy, I can do so! I don't have to be a bitch or a curmudgeon just to feed their BS.

I have been spending all day back here in our room with all of the cats. That is kind of fun. We have more cats-per-inch [CPI] than should be allowed, but that's OK with me. Makes it a little furry, but that is  OK too.

The freelancing is going well.  If I could make myself work, I would have a good income. It is just the inertia that is keeping me from exceling.

I actually have a skype meeting tonite    with a proposed employer. It is for a ghost-writing job. I am not sure that it is a correct fit, but I don't want to say no until I find out more about it. I guess she meant 7:00 her time, tho. Not sure it is going to happen at this rate tonight!

Need to keep this up every night to get in shape for the blog group!